You didn't reply back my SMS-es that night. I thought you didn't care anymore and got tired of those same words. But I was wrong. You used actions instead of words to show that you still cared for me. You could have gone back home to rest more even after waking up at 5am in the morning, yet you still chose to accompany me, knowing that I was upset about not being able to meet you. You kissed and hugged me, more than usual, knowing how much I love to do so.
I think I know why you didn't reply me that night. You didn't want to tell me that my SMS had hurt you. It has happened so many times. You probably figured that words don't work anymore. Instead through your actions, you wanted me to reflect on my behavior, about how I selfishly threw my emotions at you without considering your feelings. You probably felt hurt because I thought you were that kind of guy that I had mentioned in the SMS.
But your actions proved me wrong. And I now only realize how wrong I am. I regret ever saying those words to you. I'm sorry. You've always loved me the way that I am, back then and even up till now. But I thought otherwise. I'm so sorry to hurt you that much. T_T I still love you as much. Others may not see you as someone important like I do, but to me, you're my treasure that Heaven gave to me. I'll never let you go, even after you go in the army. I'll wait for you, no matter what.
Waiting for the day that you will come and take me as your bride..
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Esther Tay Yan Ching
Ngee Ann Poly, Logistics Year 3
07 October 1989
etyc60@hotmail.com
Music
Loves
my boyfriend, SW
sleeping..
food! x3
black and white
Hates
backstabbers
free loaders
Wishes
good grades(at least a 3.2 GPA)
good relationship with SW
psp or mp3 player
SW gets good grades
